no no no no

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omfg, today was SO awesome,like i so totally wanna die...i feel like the person i loved most, hates me now...someone is threatening to kill themselves over me, i seriously wish i was dead right now...i wanna dissapear, go to like france or sumthin frooty tooty like that and start over...life is soooo awesome, i wish i could bottle it up and keep it

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threatened..=/

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yes. i threatened, but i didn't. because i knew i'd miss you too much. i seriously love you andrew, and i guess i don't think it's fair how i love you so much, and all i want is one more chance. and then i have to sit through watching you love ehem, her. i dont want to say her name, because i'm not sure if you want everybody knowing? i don't know. it's just not fair. it's nobody's fault though andrew. it's DEFINITELY not your fault. i love you dearly, with all my heart. i just wish you could see that, but through the words i say, and poems i make. i guess it doesn't matter. and i understand if you still love her, i can't compell you to love me. but i've said it. my poems have said it. and now my agenda has it written all over. I LOVE YOU ANDREW LENARD BUTLER. =/ hmm. i really had a lot before, i guess i never realized how great you were, because i never saw you when we went out. well now, more than ever, i NEED you. NEED, not want, but NEED. i really do love you. so much. more than ever before. i'm always happy when i see you. it's like the world stops and stuff. the only thing that matters is you. and nobody, and nothing can change that.

-hmm, Mrs. Threats-a-Lot.
i love you andrew.
<3 Jessica.