Mar 17, 2005 22:31
omfg, today was SO awesome,like i so totally wanna die...i feel like the person i loved most, hates me now...someone is threatening to kill themselves over me, i seriously wish i was dead right now...i wanna dissapear, go to like france or sumthin frooty tooty like that and start over...life is soooo awesome, i wish i could bottle it up and keep it under my pillow to remind me at night as to how much i hate my life...i mean it makes perfect enough sense, everyone hates me + me die= yayy happiness! i should seriously consider it, and take a burden off many people, and myself...i hate this same old damn pain im left to deal with at night...let it end please..
still loving *you* :-/ even though you moved on
hmm