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okay this entry is basically about how shitty i feel...i feel sooo unloved and so insignificant... when you say sumthin to someone, be sure to mean it...you dont know how much words can hurt others :( it kills them, like this one person...maybe im overreacting but...i care for this one person, so much its crazy, way more than before and way more than i ever thought i could...i would do anything for this person its insane...but then sumthin happened today that made me have a second thought, people told me before but i didnt care, i loved the way that person made me feel and how he/she connected with me...but now it feels all that person said to me wwere just words, that those words are thrown to a bunch of other people besides me, i thought it was sincere and i felt real important for the first time in a long time...but now that i saw what i saw, and heard what i heard, i juss dont know, i loved that person so much, i cant let go..but it kinda defeats the purpose a lil if the person you love doesnt return the favor...im not sure about any of this, but i just have ideas as to whats happening, and i just feel so shitty i dunno how to explain it, i just wanna sit in the corner of my room and waste away...but thats me and im just a big baby, so i dunno, ignore me...
i dunno, just some thoughts im having...:-/
i really do love you
andrew :-/
i dunno, just some thoughts im having...:-/
i really do love you
andrew :-/