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I've created a new livejournal. (oh hush people, stop the groaning and moaning. 'twould only be my third one). Still debating whether or not to switch over or use that one for my new poems.
So today is Christmas. Trying very hard to make it a good one, but it's hard when I have such ill feelings towards my brother, whom I love very dearly. I don't want to eat today, and it scares me because I'm not even remotely hungry and by this time I'm starving.
I did have a lovely surprise call. A good high school friend's mother called. Mrs. Savior. I love this woman dearly. I haven't talked to her in about 3 years. She is amazing. She knows about my eating disorder, but I don't think she knows about the drug abuse or how bad the ED had gotten the past year or so. I was about to spill the entire story to her, that's how comfortable she is. And she said something to my mom that just made me smile "You are always close to the Lord's heart because I always lift you up in prayer".
Watching A Christmas Story right now. I love this movie.
I can't wait to do something different with my hair. It's going to be HOTTT!!!!
So today is Christmas. Trying very hard to make it a good one, but it's hard when I have such ill feelings towards my brother, whom I love very dearly. I don't want to eat today, and it scares me because I'm not even remotely hungry and by this time I'm starving.
I did have a lovely surprise call. A good high school friend's mother called. Mrs. Savior. I love this woman dearly. I haven't talked to her in about 3 years. She is amazing. She knows about my eating disorder, but I don't think she knows about the drug abuse or how bad the ED had gotten the past year or so. I was about to spill the entire story to her, that's how comfortable she is. And she said something to my mom that just made me smile "You are always close to the Lord's heart because I always lift you up in prayer".
Watching A Christmas Story right now. I love this movie.
I can't wait to do something different with my hair. It's going to be HOTTT!!!!