hurt...

[xscreamsilencex]

Today fucking sucked, really bad....last night i got drunk and i called cory and left him a message,(i only called him once!!!) but it wasnt that bad and i was just kidding around. Then this morning i woke up and he had left me a message and i listened to it and called him back...apparently "i" had left him another "message" but i know i didnt.

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[swollenmember]

Jessica you no i love you with all my heart and soul and that today was just a big misunderstsnding...i hope your heart finds a way to forgive me..just because i gave you a second chance doestn mean i deserve one to and we are even...i should suffer for hurting you which i have and there no other way to put it..im a horrible person..its something i cant control...we dont control who we love this is true but we do control who we dateand you are my everything ...i wanna live and i cant do it wihtout u jessica you are me and i want the whole world to no how sensitive i am about the topic of "Jessica Camarillo" if any 1 says anything wrong bout u joking or not i steam like a tea pot ., if a guy looks at u funny with a smirk on his face i wanna slap thier eyes straight..you mean everything to me and im not asking you for a second chanc....im praying ..(yes to god someone i really dont belive in but it seems like i need him now) that you will take me back ...we are each other support...and if we each have one broken wing we will fall to the ground...you are my right i am your left together as one.....I love you jessica..im so sorry