hurt...
Today fucking sucked, really bad....last night i got drunk and i called cory and left him a message,(i only called him once!!!) but it wasnt that bad and i was just kidding around. Then this morning i woke up and he had left me a message and i listened to it and called him back...apparently "i" had left him another "message" but i know i didnt. Yeah, i was alittle drunk but i used my cousins phone for the first call and then she took it away. She slept with her phone beside her, so how could i call him again? WHY would i call him again if i was almost passing out and not making sense? well, he totally accused me of leaving the "other message" even though i know i hadnt called him more than once...so we get into this argument and finally he decides to check the number, it wasnt the one i had called from earlier...HA! i was right and he totally didnt trust me about it, that really hurt me, alot and i just dont know where things are going to go from this point in our relationship because yeah ive made mistakes and i have apologized for them but this is one i didnt make and i will not apologize for it.