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oh....one thing i forgot...
i feel like a complete bitch...
if you look at the entry before last,i moaned about Dans relationship with Lia & how i thought h'd leave me for her...and i didnt want her to visit...well,i got my wish :-( she died in a car accident last week.i feel so fucking awful.Dan was devastated.i cried because he was so sad,i hated seeing him like that it was so horrible... :( i feel really bad now...i did actually want to meether,i was just i duno jealous,hes known her for agesn stuff...and npow i feel even worse...
i kept thinkin gtho,what if he realiss he shudve been with lia & leaves me,but i know he wont...i think..
i wish i could make him feel better :( i hate death,i wish wecould live forever.well...in a decent world...
i feel like a complete bitch...
if you look at the entry before last,i moaned about Dans relationship with Lia & how i thought h'd leave me for her...and i didnt want her to visit...well,i got my wish :-( she died in a car accident last week.i feel so fucking awful.Dan was devastated.i cried because he was so sad,i hated seeing him like that it was so horrible... :( i feel really bad now...i did actually want to meether,i was just i duno jealous,hes known her for agesn stuff...and npow i feel even worse...
i kept thinkin gtho,what if he realiss he shudve been with lia & leaves me,but i know he wont...i think..
i wish i could make him feel better :( i hate death,i wish wecould live forever.well...in a decent world...