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where do i start.not in a good mood.
been at luton 6th form for 2 days now and,well,i dont know im just not feeling like i belong there.maybe leaving manshead was a big mistake,maybe not.who knows.i really feel like i just wana move away.but far away.i dont know im confused.i dont see any of my "friends" well,i guess they arent even friends anymore,i dont exactly talk to them and i dont see them.when i do see them it seems like they dont want me to actually be there so i give up....im on the way to making a whole new set of friends but its just different and i guess it takes a bit of getting used to.they arent like my old friends.also some of them are younger than me so less martue in some ways,and although they probably dont notice the difference you can sorta tell when someones younger than you even if it is only a little bit.i dont think im guna go to jo's party on saturday.one i dont have a costume and two id be spending an evening with a lot of people i barley talk to now,so id just feel awkward and weird so i think id rather go wherever i was sposed to be going :S cant quite remember where that was though! ah well.i do have other friends,just they're all quite a bit older! well,cept sam :) shes really nice.oh meh.just life i guess.i think im well and truly bored of luton.time to go...and i dont think it will be long before i really will...
been at luton 6th form for 2 days now and,well,i dont know im just not feeling like i belong there.maybe leaving manshead was a big mistake,maybe not.who knows.i really feel like i just wana move away.but far away.i dont know im confused.i dont see any of my "friends" well,i guess they arent even friends anymore,i dont exactly talk to them and i dont see them.when i do see them it seems like they dont want me to actually be there so i give up....im on the way to making a whole new set of friends but its just different and i guess it takes a bit of getting used to.they arent like my old friends.also some of them are younger than me so less martue in some ways,and although they probably dont notice the difference you can sorta tell when someones younger than you even if it is only a little bit.i dont think im guna go to jo's party on saturday.one i dont have a costume and two id be spending an evening with a lot of people i barley talk to now,so id just feel awkward and weird so i think id rather go wherever i was sposed to be going :S cant quite remember where that was though! ah well.i do have other friends,just they're all quite a bit older! well,cept sam :) shes really nice.oh meh.just life i guess.i think im well and truly bored of luton.time to go...and i dont think it will be long before i really will...