Oct 28, 2004 21:47
i just got home from babysitting. i know matts asleep and i dont want to wake him up, but id really love to talk to him.
i did make $16, added to the $15 i got from my aunt and the $4 i had already, which equals ... molly has $35!
i dont know what my sisters watching, but i am so not ever going into burlington coat factory, they have snakes in their coats.
today, i cleaned my fish bowl. one of my fish died though. im not sure if it was davey quinn or jeph, but im gonna take a wild guess and say it was davey, no one really liked him. but it took me forever, because of my phobia of fish, that whole deal. i was freaking out, but i was proud of myself.
never back down, never give in.
itd be sweet if someone came back from being away. im bored.
the damage is done so bite your tongue because your words will never be sincere.
i feel a major mood swing coming on.
i just want to be me. its all i have ever tried to be. i dont want to be an emokid, i just want to be me. i dont understand really what an "emokid" is. i have jokingly called myself it, but i really am just me. i feel horrible for people who consider themselves something like that. are they so insecure that they have to give themselves a label in order to feel like they fit in with something. i just feel plain bad for them. i wish i understood how wearing a band tshirt and faded jeans and chucks and bracelets have to do with someones personality. i hope those people feel better.
tomorrow is my meeting with guidence for my 504 plan, seperate locations for tests bitch.
jeff is being "emo" for halloween. so thats whatever, but the fact he didnt know that emo was short for emotional, it makes me think hes much to ignorant to know better.
i saw matchbook romance in laura leesch's profile. and the spill canvas on meghan's friends away message. it makes me sad to know those bands are selling out. especially the spill canvas. i love them and they have so much talent. or ... he has so much talent.
good night my lovelies.
i heart most of you.
matt
archie
mowden
When you love someone, all your saved-up wishes start coming out.
Molly.
You are never given a wish without being given the power to make it come true.