_From Cell
Someone told me something valuable last night. It's not especially brilliant or new, I just never fully appreciated it till now.
I was saying, I am bored with myself. And I don't know what I'm doing. And he said, well aren't you going back to school soon? And I said no, not soon. And he said, when? And I said, when I am ready, later, when I am done or close to. And he said, well just enjoy your life right now then. Because there won't be that much freedom or time later.
And that is true. Because what do I do? I make half-assed attempts at everything. I need to stop thinking so much and just do.
I need to get better at everything I do and I need to have things to remember later.
I've wasted so much time.
I was saying, I am bored with myself. And I don't know what I'm doing. And he said, well aren't you going back to school soon? And I said no, not soon. And he said, when? And I said, when I am ready, later, when I am done or close to. And he said, well just enjoy your life right now then. Because there won't be that much freedom or time later.
And that is true. Because what do I do? I make half-assed attempts at everything. I need to stop thinking so much and just do.
I need to get better at everything I do and I need to have things to remember later.
I've wasted so much time.