(no subject)
If that forest where I came from is ever swallowed by the land, such a huge part of me will go with it. I've been looking to the past and realizing more and more lately that everything I do now has a little touch of those trees and a little scent of that sky, and is that same shade of canopy.
I think mostly, aside from the fact that this is where I was raised and spent the first 17 years of my life, I spent so much time there when I was first establishing myself and figuring things out. I developed my identity between those trees. I assigned meanings to flies, to bare feet, to white dresses and birds.
I will always have a bit of the forest in me.
I'm okay with that.
I didn't mean to sound like such a fag just now.
I think mostly, aside from the fact that this is where I was raised and spent the first 17 years of my life, I spent so much time there when I was first establishing myself and figuring things out. I developed my identity between those trees. I assigned meanings to flies, to bare feet, to white dresses and birds.
I will always have a bit of the forest in me.
I'm okay with that.
I didn't mean to sound like such a fag just now.