Sep 11, 2003 15:38
I think Brian and I are uhh...I don't know.
Does anyone else know?
Blah.
We were on the phone, and I had a class, and I went to it, and stood outside and fought with him. I felt like a fucking ass. and mark walked by and didnt associate himself with me too much. but eh, i was smoking I'll take what i can get. Gayle came and Hugged me and told me i got flowers, and I asked bri if he sent them, he soo didnt. My sister actually sent them
But I fucking felt like an ass standing outside while everyone walked by crying and bitching, i must have looked like shit, and like a bicth with my purple eyeshadow running down my face Hmph. I am an ugly sob when i cry.
Dude losing the kid you love and/or not being able to have him sucks ass.
I really ahve no idea what I will do. BLAH