Bring Back The Memories
This weekend i helped Amanda and Cory pack up and move out of their apartment. makes me very sad because that means 2 more months and cory leaves for training. and i wont see him for years!. it's so unreal. thats the place where we played countless of drinking games, where i puked over the balcony, where mike passed out on the stairs, where we all played a great game of drunk twister, it's sad to think i will never go over there anymore. I really hope Cory and Amanda make it, they are 20 and 21 year olds, planing on getting married and god i hope they make and prove all odds wrong. J comes home from Irqu for good this weekend!! that means Rach will be in town too!! YAY! too bad i'll be at the beach for the welcome home party but.. i'll see everyone soon. And I'm bringing Tiffany home, yes they little slut has been living in South P getting good sex and making crap loads of money for too long. i'm bring her bitch ass home! because everyone that loves her wants to spend time with her before for ships off. Why is everyone leaving? i guess it's growing up.
At Stephs house this past saturday Matt came over to hang out with us.. and Amanda made the comment, "Your Flirting With That Guy!" i didn't even notice. but then again why should it matter? i'm single he is a good looking single guy whats the harm? it's not like i fell all over his nuts and was a slut.. i was just nice.. i dunno the way she said it made me feel ashamed? like i was doing something wrong, but then i was like why should i? who cares? what if i am attracted to matt? and i show it? is that wrong?
I feel content right now... and oh god i hope it last a long time... no drama please.. no dumb boys.. please... i have no wants or needs.. and i don't feel helpless or alone. i'm just simply happy.
At Stephs house this past saturday Matt came over to hang out with us.. and Amanda made the comment, "Your Flirting With That Guy!" i didn't even notice. but then again why should it matter? i'm single he is a good looking single guy whats the harm? it's not like i fell all over his nuts and was a slut.. i was just nice.. i dunno the way she said it made me feel ashamed? like i was doing something wrong, but then i was like why should i? who cares? what if i am attracted to matt? and i show it? is that wrong?
I feel content right now... and oh god i hope it last a long time... no drama please.. no dumb boys.. please... i have no wants or needs.. and i don't feel helpless or alone. i'm just simply happy.