It use to be the reason i breath, Now is choaking me up
I had a good weekend.. odd.. but good..
Friday i had to work wasn't so much fun with out crazy justin there but.. made that cash. then off to stephanies and saw Jason.. Stephs brother he just got back from Irqu happy that he made it home.. and Rachel J's girlfriend and Shane, Jenifer, Amanda and Cory and Mike and some random girl Liz i didn't know her she seemed nice though.. So alot of shit went down when i was away in Padre.. it was crazy to hear about Steph and Cory fighting. we all pretty much get along but under the condtion i understand why. but everyone was okay. it felt nice to be missed by them, being Un-sober for three days straight i really didn't even notice. hanging around a bunch of couples, makes me feel lonely.. hearing all the "I love you" and "oh baby" makes me miss having someone. but i don't NEED it. it's just when you are around it, you really can't help but feel that way.
Saturday went to make up hours Allen did not show up even though he said he was going to that punk ass. but it wasn't so bad Katy was there and Edward and we all colored. Then off to work, i was cashier it felt weird b/c i havn't done that in like a year, Emauale (Our Pizza guy) prank called me like 100 times that night i felt so dumb. b/c i ended up reading the whole menu, reserving a table for 20 people, writing down a 50 pizza order, and so on.. it was just bad. after work i made a trip to Ramp Ranch, i felt soo random, b/c i was the only one in there that didn't know how to skate, and a fucking little 10 year old kid made fun of me.
Sunday i stayed in bed alll day it felt so good, then off to the movies met up with Allen and Don they ate all my pop corn and drink, then off to sonic then to the park, it was just odd aimlessly walking around, we showed Don the round rock of "Round Rock" and i spit on a duck thus ending my weekend.
i don't wanna go to school tomorrow, i don't wanna go to my stupid people English class but i can't skip anymore b/c i have 22.8 hours to make up.. damn damn damn
Friday i had to work wasn't so much fun with out crazy justin there but.. made that cash. then off to stephanies and saw Jason.. Stephs brother he just got back from Irqu happy that he made it home.. and Rachel J's girlfriend and Shane, Jenifer, Amanda and Cory and Mike and some random girl Liz i didn't know her she seemed nice though.. So alot of shit went down when i was away in Padre.. it was crazy to hear about Steph and Cory fighting. we all pretty much get along but under the condtion i understand why. but everyone was okay. it felt nice to be missed by them, being Un-sober for three days straight i really didn't even notice. hanging around a bunch of couples, makes me feel lonely.. hearing all the "I love you" and "oh baby" makes me miss having someone. but i don't NEED it. it's just when you are around it, you really can't help but feel that way.
Saturday went to make up hours Allen did not show up even though he said he was going to that punk ass. but it wasn't so bad Katy was there and Edward and we all colored. Then off to work, i was cashier it felt weird b/c i havn't done that in like a year, Emauale (Our Pizza guy) prank called me like 100 times that night i felt so dumb. b/c i ended up reading the whole menu, reserving a table for 20 people, writing down a 50 pizza order, and so on.. it was just bad. after work i made a trip to Ramp Ranch, i felt soo random, b/c i was the only one in there that didn't know how to skate, and a fucking little 10 year old kid made fun of me.
Sunday i stayed in bed alll day it felt so good, then off to the movies met up with Allen and Don they ate all my pop corn and drink, then off to sonic then to the park, it was just odd aimlessly walking around, we showed Don the round rock of "Round Rock" and i spit on a duck thus ending my weekend.
i don't wanna go to school tomorrow, i don't wanna go to my stupid people English class but i can't skip anymore b/c i have 22.8 hours to make up.. damn damn damn