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Feb 07, 2004 11:05

People are finally starting to listen to me, although the one person it really matters if they believe me or not still doesnt. I wish she would listen to me. There is nothing I can do to get her to believe me that even to THIS DAY, I have yet to have sex with another girl. It's like she wants to believe I cheated on her so it's easier for her to ( Read more... )

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Re: xsaidxenoughx February 7 2004, 19:17:10 UTC
1. I understand that I made a mistake by lying to her about going to the movies, but I payed the price for that mistake. She left me. It all ended right there. It didn't matter what happened after that because she left me, with no chance of working anything out. But I'll fight it until the day I die that I didn't cheat on Angie. I would never do that to her. She knows that deep down in her heart, where Im buried.

2. How was I supposed to tell her it wasnt true, she wouldn't have listened to me. She was trying to hit me and it was virtually impossible for me to talk to her. I wanted to, but everyone told me, even her friend tyler, that it was just best if I let her cool down and talk to her later. So thats what I intended to do. But then she was all over all of my friends so I had no intention of talking to her about it because she doesn't want to hear the truth. She wants to hear that I cheated on her, but she will never hear it from me. Because that isn't true. and I know that.

3. I called her a pyscho because I was fucking pissed that she hit me in the face multiple times. Matt told me he would've hit her back. I think I reacted quite well to the situation. She had NO right to react that way without even asking me at first. Nobody has the right to hit anybody without a for sure reason, and she went on a rumor.

4. I could've stopped that message at our show. I know I could've, but it wasn't my deal. It was Jaymz's. We even have it on tape of him playing it. I know it was wrong, I just didnt think it was anything when he played it, I was just ready to play. I know it was wrong. and I would apologize to her for it if she ever gave me a chance to sit down wit her and talk.

5. How could you say she's hurt more than anyone. You obviously haven't seen me! I've cried everyday for 2 weeks because of this shit. I cry because I miss the girl I love. I made a mistake and she made it the end. It killed me, but I had no choice but to cry about it and hope that it would pass. Im being tortured because everyone thinks I cheated on the girl I love, but its bullshit. People are finally starting to listen, but she still chooses not to. I love her, I wish she still knew this.

6. Her family calls me. Jeremy and Jen are the ones that called me 2 nights ago and came over to my house and got me and took me out. They listen to me. I don't harass them and call them all of the time. They just want to know my side of the story. They know Im a good person and that I dont deserve this shit. Jen, Jeremy, and Angie's mom all know that I would be the only one who knew if I cheated on Angie or not, and they respect that. Angies mom even agrees that this whole cheating thing was a way for angie to get out and make me look horrible. It kills me to hear that, but I keep telling myself that thats not true.

7. Im not trying to make her feel guilty, I just want her to sit down with me and hear me out. hear the truth, not the bullshit everybody is feeding her. because her and I yet, still haven't talked about this, just the two of us. We both need the truth, and Im waiting for the day she'll finally hear me out.

and last of all, fuck you. Dont tell me if i loved her blah blah. You dont know anything about the kind of love I had/have for angie. i was going to abandon my family for her. I would do anything for her. you know you love somebody when everytime you go some place that you've been with her you think of her. you know you love somebody when everytime you hear a love song you think of her. so fuck off.

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