if i die tomorrow ( Read more... )

i don't know if i mentioned my new journal is iris_smiles...

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iris_smiles ( Read more... )

i don't know if i'm coming back...
i just don't want to...

i haven't hung out with anyone in so long. i used to have someone els everyday, and now... i don't. and i don't know how this makes me feel, so i don't even know why i am putting it in here. so i think i'm going to say farewell now. but i tried to have an intelligent conversation with matt, about how the perks of being a wallflower is just a ( Read more... )

i missed the last day of summerschool i had to miss. i don't know if it was worth it, but everything happens for a reason right? well either way, fate would have this same tradgedy occur over and over again. i saw jason, he was at beth's dad's... i was riding the bus home, and i called beth, and she was riding the bus somewhere. i guess hse ( Read more... )

the reason i don't show when i'm sad most of the time, is because i hate to drag the party down. if it's more than one person, i will usually pretend like it's ok. then i get home, and cry myself to sleep. it's actually quite pathetic and depressing. i need to stop coming back to this place.

i'm making a new journal. the friends list is changing. if you're on, you are something special to me. if you're not, then i don't think that you can help me. i dread change, but it has to be done ( Read more... )

never give up the things that made you smile. we all change and some days we are the same. we all just want, need... maybe the same... we all live to survive, but none of us are really living.