Dec 23, 2007 13:29
thanks everyone for the support and comfort in my previous entry. Looking back, i think i over-reacted. Forgive my emo-ness. I'm putting it behind me and moving on (too many things else to look forward to...)
Call me a Bimbo if you like. Maybe i really am?
But currently my focus is all on weightloss & slimming, to start manicuring and make my fingers/nails look better, balance-tone my facial skin and aviod eyebags. Up-to-date i've lost 5 kgs(damn~ my breast line went down. sobs!) since end of November but at the plateau stage this moment(targeting to get over it in 2 weeks), and i've to thank the friends around me who've been giving me positive support beside me through this not-very-enjoyable period. I'm targeting to lose another 5~7 kgs by march(got to accept the fact it'll get slower by the week). For my own Xmas present, i bought for myself my first Polar watch(it's a heart-rate monitor) for jogging. All these for a few cosplay plans next year, be it male or female roles, but definitely they are the series and characters i'm quite willing to die for. I really love cosplying, I love doing out the characters i adore, and i love meeting and talking to fans of the same series. I also love my cosplay friends, regardless of their occupation and age, many of them showed me the different faces of life and people.
I'm not ashamed to say most of my life revolves around cosplay now, but of course i'm also considering other parts of my life.
Met up recently with ex-poly classmates and we were discussing about the employment market. Planning to take some classes late next year onwards to get some certs to add credits to my work experience to prepare for a possible move in the next couple of years. Had some talking with my mum as well on the finances for next few years on housing issues, since my elder brother has come to the age-of-marriage and our area might go into government-revamp etc. Be meeting my agent soon too to catch up, and to find out more about the status of my investments and savings etc.
Life is not a bed of roses but not a mat of thorns either. I'm taking one step at a time. And trying to enjoy every moment of it. I keep telling myself that I would die with no regrets even if one day i'm gone without notice.
There are quite alot of things which i'm trying to keep track of, and at the same time trying to keep up with all my dear friends. I feel sorry that i couldn't quite interact more with all of you peepz during EOY and the CF trip. I'm still reading the LJs and skyblogs from time to time, just to roughly keep up...don't hate me if i miss out some news. I'll be calling and meeting you guyz bit by bit after the new year, OK? Loveya!
life,
cosplay