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I want him. Now. Someone buy him for me? I cant stop thinking about him. He has msn. Someone get his addy for me? I would actually do anything for you.
Had a job interview the day. Aha i crack myself up. Think i've fucked up it. Me & my manners. Woopsies.
Start college on Monday. wowwee. Wee bit on the excited side. : ) My college buddy is thinking about leaving though. Aye well aint you a fucking ray of sunshine. Arseeeeholeeee.
Went to the cat & dog home today to get a kitten. They dont have any. boo fucking hoo. But But But! My aunt knows these people who aaaaaaalways have kittens. So shes gonna phone em & stuff. Yas.
Seen some people today. Yikes. The past smacking me in the face like that. Not good. But at least I dont fancy them anymore. : )
Hm. Sorta called things off with Jamie. Hes like.. perfect. Hes such an amazing guy & hes absolutely gorgeous. But I always think about someone else. I cant help it. Its driving me insane. Speaking to them gives me butterflies & i get aw nervous & start spouting shite. Pure attractive. But really i wanna just go I FUCKING LIKE YOU YA SEXY BASTARD. & then he would be like ehh what the fuckkkkk. I duno what it is though. I think he likes me. I duno what it is. But when we're talking he pure stares into ma eyes & im like arghh dont do that. On saturday he came over & asked me for a fag & we stood talking for a while. But they way he was talking to me n he kept touchin ma arm & like when hes around i alwaysss pretend i havent seen him & he always comes up behind me n grabs me from behind & im like *mega cheeser* oft. man shut up stef. I can talk for hourrsssss about this guy.
Hope i get this job man. Seems classic.
Friday i wanna get really hammered & if i see him. Im gona flirt like fuck & try get his number. But i dont wana like be with him all night cause i duno. I want tae see if he actually likes me first rather than just lookin for a quick heehaw. But if i txt him & stuff i'll see how things goooooo.
Seen ma darling today. Love heeeeeerrr.
Anyway. Gona go drive myself crazy some more. :)
xo
Had a job interview the day. Aha i crack myself up. Think i've fucked up it. Me & my manners. Woopsies.
Start college on Monday. wowwee. Wee bit on the excited side. : ) My college buddy is thinking about leaving though. Aye well aint you a fucking ray of sunshine. Arseeeeholeeee.
Went to the cat & dog home today to get a kitten. They dont have any. boo fucking hoo. But But But! My aunt knows these people who aaaaaaalways have kittens. So shes gonna phone em & stuff. Yas.
Seen some people today. Yikes. The past smacking me in the face like that. Not good. But at least I dont fancy them anymore. : )
Hm. Sorta called things off with Jamie. Hes like.. perfect. Hes such an amazing guy & hes absolutely gorgeous. But I always think about someone else. I cant help it. Its driving me insane. Speaking to them gives me butterflies & i get aw nervous & start spouting shite. Pure attractive. But really i wanna just go I FUCKING LIKE YOU YA SEXY BASTARD. & then he would be like ehh what the fuckkkkk. I duno what it is though. I think he likes me. I duno what it is. But when we're talking he pure stares into ma eyes & im like arghh dont do that. On saturday he came over & asked me for a fag & we stood talking for a while. But they way he was talking to me n he kept touchin ma arm & like when hes around i alwaysss pretend i havent seen him & he always comes up behind me n grabs me from behind & im like *mega cheeser* oft. man shut up stef. I can talk for hourrsssss about this guy.
Hope i get this job man. Seems classic.
Friday i wanna get really hammered & if i see him. Im gona flirt like fuck & try get his number. But i dont wana like be with him all night cause i duno. I want tae see if he actually likes me first rather than just lookin for a quick heehaw. But if i txt him & stuff i'll see how things goooooo.
Seen ma darling today. Love heeeeeerrr.
Anyway. Gona go drive myself crazy some more. :)
xo