Feb 01, 2009 19:58
This week has been exhausting. Being focused on work has made me pass through this stage of being okay with doing things by myself with little thought. The limits that my body and mind can handle are fascinating. I will not be sad of anything because the freedom I have is really quite amazing. My books and movies are wonderful company, and when I need to talk it's amazing how random strangers will listen and never judge. Their dreams and promises make me realize that everyone has them, every minute changing, and we are surely not to bear our full weight upon them. I just nod and laugh, and even when someone points out that I've avoided an answer I'll admit it. I'm honest, but I'll be a different girl every day. Things are ever changing, life is an illusion, and all we can do about it is laugh.