Dec 28, 2008 17:24
Today I am at peace. Today the questions stop. She made me realize that they were pointless anyways. I was burning to talk to you, itching to explain just exactly how you hurt me so that you would understand. Because I figured that either you were ignorant or apathetic, but if you were ignorant at least I could do something about it. Wrong!
When you love somebody, it has been my unyielding experience and unfailing observation that when they hurt, you hurt. You don't have to know why, or how, or even take the blame but the fact of the matter is that you will take it on by any means possible. If we have to sit and talk for three hours, I'm not going anywhere and if I don't understand, I will keep asking questions until I do. I will swallow my pride and apologize if I have to, if only for the fact that what I said was not what you heard. That is what you do for someone you love, and if someone won't do that for you they need to go back to square one and work on some self love and compassion before you reward them with your presence again.
"You keep doin' what you always did you'll always get what you always got."