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I don't really know what to say, but I want to say something. That's usually a bad idea, but I'm just in a peaceful mood right now so I might as well.
I find myself people watching all the time. Mayhaps that's because I'm making a much more conscious effort to accept first, ask questions second, and form an opinion later. Whenever I catch myself cringing over someone's voice, or attitude, or appearance, I mentally pop myself and instead try to focus on the positive, even if it's hard to see. It takes a lot of thought, but how could spare time be better spent?
I realized lately that I am wildly ambitious.. or is it romantic? It's as if everywhere I look, every book I read, I imagine myself. I say "I could do that.." and picture myself in some other life, with that old "fresh" feeling and the same familiar seasons that I fall in love with. Summer on the sea, fall in the mountains, spring in the big city and winter on the country side. I could be doing anything really, I'd always find happiness because I would seduce it with honesty and laughter. I'll keep running till I'm out of breath because I know; I need only to be still to hear him whisper in my ear.
I find myself people watching all the time. Mayhaps that's because I'm making a much more conscious effort to accept first, ask questions second, and form an opinion later. Whenever I catch myself cringing over someone's voice, or attitude, or appearance, I mentally pop myself and instead try to focus on the positive, even if it's hard to see. It takes a lot of thought, but how could spare time be better spent?
I realized lately that I am wildly ambitious.. or is it romantic? It's as if everywhere I look, every book I read, I imagine myself. I say "I could do that.." and picture myself in some other life, with that old "fresh" feeling and the same familiar seasons that I fall in love with. Summer on the sea, fall in the mountains, spring in the big city and winter on the country side. I could be doing anything really, I'd always find happiness because I would seduce it with honesty and laughter. I'll keep running till I'm out of breath because I know; I need only to be still to hear him whisper in my ear.