why is it that the last two relationships ive had ended completely horrible? im fucking sick of my life and the things i do to people, i need to change and i need to do it now. fuck

well nothing new, same old shit i guess thats why i never update...butttt soccer starts tomorrow! im pumped except for the whole running thing cause i hate running especially miles, plural. uhg.... the plan had been to run everyday all summer and that never really happened because of work and my laziness. but i did lose a lot of weight so ( Read more... )

well i figured i should update so everyone who reads this and cares can know whats going on in my life ( Read more... )

i figured i might as well update cause im pretty bored right now and ow i just hit my knee on the desk and now its scraped up haha beautiful. last night was fuckin awesome i fucking love this girl so much. fuck solitaire... remember everytime you said you hoped i die? :) i miss you ( Read more... )

"at least i dont care what these god damn mindless people think of me ( Read more... )

take me away ( Read more... )

well i decided to update this just because...i want to like write a lot but i really can't at alll. gr. i must say, friday night the testament was fucking amazing and my girlfriend is fucking beautiful! then saturday had work 8-4 but met this sweet kid who i have yet to find on myspace..his names brad, he works at the icon and french road ( Read more... )

ive had a lot of shit on my plate lately. i think its starting to get to me. im getting a cold from lack of sleep. im getting a lack of sleep for a lot of different reasons. work, school, stress in general. sigh i need a break. i dont honestly even know what to write about.

i hope tonight is fun i really do.

leave anything.

wow life has been a little hectic lately havent had a good time to update this and now isnt a good time either... the show was pretty good minus jodi not being there for the first time ever...stared at her mom instead haha work is going good i really like it i jsut wish i had the time back that it takes away i started running lately and i suppose ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while ( Read more... )