Conclusion

[xredtears]

From now on, this will be a friend's only journal. I really hate having to do this because I don't like hiding who I am but shit happens. Besides, it was crazy of me to think shit wouldn't eventually hit the fan. Silly me

Comments

[anonymous]

I love you elizabeth. And i'm very sorry that this happened...

[xredtears]

I don't know who this is but in the big scheme of things, it doesn't really matter. I am loved but it is not by you (assuming you are someone I thought was a friend). There are only two people in this world I need to love me. My mom (who's the only one who really understands this whole situation and who thankfully does love me), and God who I hope to be with soon.

[anonymous]

ouch

[anonymous]

stop begging for pity--you don't need it and won't get it from anyone who truly cares for you...pick yourself up and brush off those specs--you won't get any pity from me.

[xredtears]

Hello Anonymous. Glad to see you too don't have the guts to put your name up as well.

Did you know by responding to this in such distaste, you're not really getting anywhere? Are you actually waiting for me to say, "Oh my gosh, he/she is right. I need to change." Please. But I will ask you this. If you're such an expert, give me some advice. I open for anything. Feel free to leave your name next time :)

And if this is who I think it is, you don't know me or the situation. This isn't just two incidents. Just because you read an entry, you think you know everything about what's going on. I promise you, you don't.

[anonymous]

seriously--OUCH. if "in the big scheme of things, it doesn't really matter," then how are you dwelling on it like this? I'm dwelling, but I'll admit that I care, and you matter.

[xredtears]

Since no one here cares enough to put their name on anything, I'm left to assume that I think I know who's saying this so if I'm wrong, I don't want to hear any bitching