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Jun 07, 2006 12:26

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Comments 15

aboutlooking June 7 2006, 18:08:56 UTC

hugs.

tremendous image.

i've done those ads, too.

clouds are now passing quickly
over the mountain range.

xrayzerase June 7 2006, 18:23:51 UTC

thank you
esp for the hugs
:)
i sometimes worry i will scare everyone away...
..or something..

yes--more rain and wind...
beautiful in image..
but...even a hot sun would be nice!
(i say this knowing a 100 degree sun is approaching quickly..)

metahara June 7 2006, 18:36:31 UTC

caring so much about others perception of you is not necessary. It's a chosen option.

a self-conscious reply..(but not really) xrayzerase June 7 2006, 18:48:04 UTC

true
..chosen
but for me its "choice" runs deep-and takes a lot to shed...(even if it seems like it all is all about nothing(...(it is not...)
..and sometimes:
it is not "all" selfish and self-conscious junk..
but more...a sort of "keeping in check"
(but i am trying-bit by bit to stand against letting it rule me)
(i know..it is not something to think on..and to just "do"..but..easier said than done...for me, anyway)

awareness, cceptance, then the choice to go one way or another metahara June 7 2006, 19:15:39 UTC

it's just a process is all...we learn and unlearn and choose different habits with practice...healthy chosen practices become strengths after awhile

xrayzerase June 7 2006, 19:03:49 UTC

despite my "fighting" these words you say--it does feel like a good splash of cold water to my face..(whether or not i "agree" is not the "thing"--but on a further seconds thought: impossible to determine anyway..;))

Thread 9

myam June 7 2006, 20:21:36 UTC

it is good to see what is real life
what is virtual. sometimes it is good
to see life through silences.

i hope you can find your way out there,
keep creating and all that. it is joy,
isn't it. :)

xrayzerase June 7 2006, 21:00:20 UTC

:)
yes..
and..i do love silences in many ways...
thank you..

aarchaela June 8 2006, 13:05:28 UTC

Love that image. It's good to keep a diary, and LJ has allowed me to discover how good it is to share it with others and read theirs. Don't worry about writing too much diary on a website designed for that purpose =)

I think everyone goes through a period at first where they get very involved with LJ or the internet in general, then they worry that it is too much and wonder where their old life went, then they find balance between the two. It's a natural progression I've seen many times, nothing to worry about, just let it flow.

xrayzerase June 8 2006, 13:38:48 UTC

thank you ...