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its funny how towards the end of this semester, people really showed their true colors. its hard, but i guess it really made it easy for me to figure out who is truly my friend and who isn't. there are people that i really thought id be close with for the rest of my time at school, but i guess its not always going to be that simple.
i guess i just had hope that when somebody told me they really needed me in their life and valued their friendship, that they would make the effort to keep me in their life and not lose me at the drop of a hat for somebody else. i thought real friends didnt search through other peoples things and constantly talk shit about each other, i thought real friends werent two faced and horrific to one another. i was talking to one of my other friends about it, and she said 'fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me'. i guess that really holds true.
its also frustrating that im trying to help my friend not absolutely abuse her body and hurt herself, and shes mad at me and my friend for not letting her come visit us an hour away because she has mono and needs to keep her job. ugh. people are so frustrating.
i guess i just had hope that when somebody told me they really needed me in their life and valued their friendship, that they would make the effort to keep me in their life and not lose me at the drop of a hat for somebody else. i thought real friends didnt search through other peoples things and constantly talk shit about each other, i thought real friends werent two faced and horrific to one another. i was talking to one of my other friends about it, and she said 'fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me'. i guess that really holds true.
its also frustrating that im trying to help my friend not absolutely abuse her body and hurt herself, and shes mad at me and my friend for not letting her come visit us an hour away because she has mono and needs to keep her job. ugh. people are so frustrating.