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Well, I didn't go to homecoming last night because Vinny didn't get our tickets. They was sold out. Now if his simple ass would've brought our tickets on the first day they was selling them everything would've been cool. I ain't even know that jackass ain't even buy them. I had brought my dress, made hair and nail appointments, and had to go get my shoes. I was mad as hell because this is my last year, I don't get to do this shit no more. I know fordamnsho I'm going to prom and I ain't going with Vinny's ass either. Something told me to buy the tickets myself but oh well it's done and over with. I wonder if it was fun...
Haven't talked to Sheed so -shrugs- it's whatever. I'm seeing that me and him ain't shit. We can never be friends and stay friends. We always gotta end up not talking because he acted like an ass or I did or we just both stopped coming on. I don't care anymore. I mean I do care but I don't. I care enough to question him if he was all right and if he got my e-mails and if he did why didn't he repsond but not enough to fucking drop tears and ponder why he's not talking to me and why is it that every time me or him disappear and we come back shit ain't like it used to be. I'ma just drop all that shit because apparently niggas don't care that much about me as much as I do them so why must I continue caring and worrying about them? Why must I continue thinking about the what ifs and shit if they ain't doing them same for me. See this is why I hate letting niggas like him into my heart because it takes forever tryna get they asses out...
Raymond... I don't know what the deal is with him. Mike told me he was on one day but I wasn't. I'm still with him as Mike confirmed me of that information lol. See I was wrong about him. I thought me and him was done but we're not. I know for a fact that Ray truly does love and care about me. I really miss him. I mean I miss Sheed too but I really miss Ray because I know where me and him stand and I know what we got is really real. I know I be typing sideways but Ray is my baby and he'll always be it. I know that when I was with him he wasn't fucking with no other girls and he wasn't telling them he still "loved" them. If he was then I'm blind as fuck but as far as I know nigga been faithful. I don't think he could fuck around on me. I mean he does have the power to but he won't do it. He's not that type and that's what I like about him. He ain't no million bitch nigga. I just can't wait until I get a chance to talk to him...
Well, didn't nothing go down during the week so ain't nothing to say. I'm gonna go ahead and close this up. I'll get at yall folks at a later date. Bye LJers...ONE
Haven't talked to Sheed so -shrugs- it's whatever. I'm seeing that me and him ain't shit. We can never be friends and stay friends. We always gotta end up not talking because he acted like an ass or I did or we just both stopped coming on. I don't care anymore. I mean I do care but I don't. I care enough to question him if he was all right and if he got my e-mails and if he did why didn't he repsond but not enough to fucking drop tears and ponder why he's not talking to me and why is it that every time me or him disappear and we come back shit ain't like it used to be. I'ma just drop all that shit because apparently niggas don't care that much about me as much as I do them so why must I continue caring and worrying about them? Why must I continue thinking about the what ifs and shit if they ain't doing them same for me. See this is why I hate letting niggas like him into my heart because it takes forever tryna get they asses out...
Raymond... I don't know what the deal is with him. Mike told me he was on one day but I wasn't. I'm still with him as Mike confirmed me of that information lol. See I was wrong about him. I thought me and him was done but we're not. I know for a fact that Ray truly does love and care about me. I really miss him. I mean I miss Sheed too but I really miss Ray because I know where me and him stand and I know what we got is really real. I know I be typing sideways but Ray is my baby and he'll always be it. I know that when I was with him he wasn't fucking with no other girls and he wasn't telling them he still "loved" them. If he was then I'm blind as fuck but as far as I know nigga been faithful. I don't think he could fuck around on me. I mean he does have the power to but he won't do it. He's not that type and that's what I like about him. He ain't no million bitch nigga. I just can't wait until I get a chance to talk to him...
Well, didn't nothing go down during the week so ain't nothing to say. I'm gonna go ahead and close this up. I'll get at yall folks at a later date. Bye LJers...ONE