Oct 09, 2004 02:03
-sighs- Long time no text. Well, I can only update on weekends since that's the only time I can get to a computer. If you didn't know I stay with my aunt now and she has no type of connection to any internet let alone a damn computer. So on the weekends I come down here to my moms house and get as much computer time in that I can. I'm kind salty because Sheed had e-mailed me while I was in the process of moving on September 14 and I e-mailed him back on October 2 and he hasn't e-mail me back nor has he came on. Maybe he changed his sn but I don't know. I've been asking around but nobody has a clue. Ray also hasn't been on. I'm just shit out of luck when it comes down to them. School is going alright. Our homecoming is on the 16th and I'm going with my friend Vinny just as friends. Nothing more than that. The only reason why I'm going with him is because I know he ain't gonna try none with me and I was tired of all them boys asking me. All them boys up at my school be riding me too damn hard. It's other pretty females in that bitch they need to go harass they asses. I mean everytime I turn around some nigga in my face. I don't like that type of attention. Shit is not cute. Some other fems may like that but I don't. I havent't really talked to anyone on here besides Miss Tina and Brandon. Them fools was talking about Shark Tales. I don't care Finding Nemo is the shit. I ain't seen Shark Tales yet but I will. Man, I miss Sheed for real. I think me and him are finally over. I don't think me and him are gonna talk again. I'm saying both views. I always kinda felt like me and him could get on that relationship level again but now I don't think that's gonna happen. Me and Ray always end up not talking down the line so were over. You know what? I'ma just chill. I'ma just enjoy being single because I can never stay in a relationship long enough. The next nigga I come to be with I'ma have to really, really, really feel him. I ain't none but 17 but ay I've been with enough niggas and I want to really settle down. Not settle down like get married but I wanna be with a boy and have a real true relationship. I want to start out liking him then end up being head over hills in love. I want kids too. If I ever find that boy I will be so happy. But ya know there really ain't no boy out there that's looking for that so I guess I should continue testing the waters. I'm single right now though only because my love for this certain person has not left me. It might be awhile to so I'ma just chill and play cupid for everybody else. I really don't ahve anything to write about. I'm gonna read some of my friends journals and drop comments. As yall can see I'm still alive. I'ma hit this up later on today and Sunday then a I'll hit this up on Friday when I come back and fill yall in on the week. I miss my LJ and AOL peoples. I will return yall be patient...ONE