so yeah...
ok so this is me updating....anyway....my last entry reflects how i feel today, which i think is effing hilarious because u know what it tells me? i have gotten no where....hahahaha funnny....NOT REALLY....but but but...other things are better and thats what im TRYING to focus on, but its hard, because i have a disorder where i have to dwell on stupid shit from the past....SHUT UP smelly haha...anyway....YEAH UM....i dont know what else to write....haha, thats funny...ANYWHO....horray for um...me dying ebcause of school and work yet not studying at night like im supposed to be and just hanging out instead haha, its better for me though i think, like cus it makes me happy, but i know when it comes time for tests and whatnot, ill be crying and calling myself stupid and blah blah blah...YOU'RE crazier....anyway....ah so much to say but really, not enough purpose to actually type it out, because if you know what im talking about then you know what im talking about, i realize that really didnt make much sense but it did to me and thats the purpose of this thing anyway...o yeah and the other purpose i JUST realized...is to tell you friends how you feel without having to tell them, which is cheap, but it works i guess.....BUT BUT BUT....i dont really think friends can work that way and make their friendship last....FUCK THE INTERNET...my purpose in life....1.)be used 2.)confuse the FUCK out of everyone....including myself....BLAH BLAH BLAH....ummmmmmm.....i cant think of a number three or a million....but im sure they are all based off of those two.....so yeah....im gonna try and update more often even though i say that EVERY time i update, but it should be easier for me now since i actually KIND OF have a life.......PEACE.