love at first sight? really?

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so i think i fell in love on friday.

let me explain. which is actually really difficult to do.
i met the nicest, cutest, sweetest guy when i went out with emilys brother and his friends.
hes a friend of theirs from high school and he was so sweet. there was an instant attraction. at least for me. it seemed that he felt that way too. because man, we had a great conversation, but then i had to leave. my party was leaving. and i was drunk. too drunk to argue. and too drunk to remember to give this awesome guy my phone number, orask for his.

so here i am. stuck.
the only way to get in touch with him is through OB, and thats just a sticky situation altogether which i neeeeeeeed to stay away from. but ireally really want to see him again, so....ive enlisted the help of a girl i knew from high school. her boyfriend is good friends with said boy, and i think we are trying to set something up for this weekend.

which iswhy this week cannot go by fast enough.

sometimes i feel like a grown up. but rightnow i feel like a little girl. :/