I find it kinda funny, i find it kinda sad, but the dreams in which im dying are the best i ever had

[xpunk_in_pinkx]

I fell sick, sad and depressed. Why do you ignore me? You look at me but see right threw me....i try to present what i have to offer whether it be my friendship, my kindness, or just being me...but you cant see it. It hurts.....i feel alone when i cry.....how do you guage lonleyness.....have you ever felt so alone. Was it something i said or did, im i annoying, or do i just try to hard...i cant put my finger on it..but it gets hatrder and harder to wear this mask that shades a smile and hides my scars. One day im making friends and im highest in rank and the next im demoted and im back to being the mayor of shit ville.....im to weird to live....but im much to rare to die.

"The hardest thing in this world....is to live in it"