"three sleepless nights...."
i havent slept much since last saterday. not much at all. my eyes are burning and it so hard to get up in the morning. i never have time to sleep anymore. i come home from school, go to work take a shower lay down and talk to kimmie. out of the four i only enjoy one of them. and if your not good at guessing ill just say iits talking to her. its like the only thing i have to look forward to. i dont feel that great. there is alot on my mind. i need spring break. i had a weird dream last night. its not like a reacuring one but i have them very often. its not a good thing to wake up to. i have like a really bad feeling something bad is going to happen but i think iam just having a bad week. but iam really happy so i need to ignore alll that other bullshit that dosnt mean anything. iam just a jealous/nervous/paranoid wreak. 4 more days!! spring break 04' ORLANDO WITH KIMMIE!!!!
"Open your eyes look at me
I'll bring to you whatever you need
And I'll tell you I'm sorry
That I can't take this pain away from you
And I'd put it on my own body if I knew how to
Can't you see?
I've gotta bust you outta here somehow
I've never seen your heart this tired
I've never seen your spirit held down
I know that you say
This is what you get
For being a bad child
But I know this will be your reward
In just a little while
Its testing the strong ones
Scarring the beautiful ones
It's holding the loved ones
One last time"
"Open your eyes look at me
I'll bring to you whatever you need
And I'll tell you I'm sorry
That I can't take this pain away from you
And I'd put it on my own body if I knew how to
Can't you see?
I've gotta bust you outta here somehow
I've never seen your heart this tired
I've never seen your spirit held down
I know that you say
This is what you get
For being a bad child
But I know this will be your reward
In just a little while
Its testing the strong ones
Scarring the beautiful ones
It's holding the loved ones
One last time"