i wish i was special

[xpourmetuerx]

why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why? why? fucking raptors! i was thinking today if i could have one super power it'd be to make the people i care about happy...all the time. i would do anything to see kimmie happy. i wish she would tell me why shes so upset. idk. iam such a happy person now and its all thanks to her. i wish i could return the favor..ill get it right one day. i promise. iam about to contradict my self big time but here is goes...i am happy and all but its hard when the person i care about most is not. it kills me. i want her to talk to me and vent through me. it makes me feel special. but i just wish i could make myself usefull. id switch with her. i just hope see will be happy next week. she deserves to be happy. i wish guys werent such guys sometime. iam not blind and i know there are a few guys out there trying to steal her from me..iam not going to mention anynames but it scares the shit out of me. jerms already stole someone from me. (oops there goes my cover lol) well i have to go to fucking gay work.

to kimmie:
call me tonight. try to smile and think of the good things. and then think of the even better things. and if you have time think about me and you in the _ _ _ _ _ _. your such a stegasouras sometimes and i love it! lol. just tell me how to make you happy girl and ill be on it like a jew on the first trian out of austwitz. i heart you so much. i just read your lj and i dont want to hear about you "draging me down with you" cause your not and ill do anything i can to help. wow how many times can i say the same thing over and over lol? Well ill be thinking about you, i hope you’ll do the same. xoxo