well nobody likes me baby if i cry

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i'm very stressed.
ever since i moved out of my parents' house i have felt stressed way too often.
well, actually, i guess it didn't start until i decided to be responsible for my life.
being responsible is hard work.
i feel as if i have no freedom.
everyday is planned.
i hate that feeling.
i look forward to off days all week, and when they arrive i sit and think, "i have so much to do tomorrow"
i rarely relax
the other day i was sitting in my anthropology class, and we were discussing the right brain and how when people feel totally relaxed and uninhibited and "at one", they are usually in their right brain
i was thinking how i used to try to exist solely in my right brain, and now i can't remember the last time i just relaxed and did what i wanted without worrying about what i had to do later
i decided trigonometry was not where i needed to be to enter my right brain, so i skipped it and went to the park
i laid down and stared at the tops of the trees, and it was all i needed
i don't know how to graph a cosine translation, but i didn't lose my mind that day
or maybe i did