May 14, 2005 04:05
dont you wish your girlfriend was hot like me?
dont you wish your girlfriend was a freak like me?
DONT 'CHA???
itll never happen.
oh yeah, & dont you wish your girlfriend was raw like me?
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absolutely amazing feeling i had this evening. thats the only way i can put it into words...i guess.
i seen the dude i hit & the dude that hit me at the gas station. surprised he even remembered my name & then he was askin me why i let andre holler at me but i never let him. HA! you hit me! are you serious!!?? lolz i laughed at him. he said i tried him by not lettin him holla, i said he disrespected me by hittin me. i think that whole situation that night is funny. at the moment, & that night it wasnt funny. but now when i think of it...it was funny. that was also the first night i got to chill wit dre, & the first night he took care of me. i remember exactly what his hair was like, i remember what he was wearin & i remember the fucked up shit he did that night AFTER i left. oh well...he didnt miss me. ;-) i wish. i will never forget that night. regardless of all the shit that happened in that one night, he made my night good. soo good. i love you for that man. for real, for real. ♥
im off to sleep...after i shower. my legs are sore, my head hurts & i feel sick.