May 12, 2005 02:15
i never thought that HE could be such a pussy. & the fake nigga slangin' a dick between his legs! aint that a fuckin' bitch!? i heard this song once way back by fredro starr..."i see your true colors, shinin' through..." I SEE THEM...& THEY'RE SO FUCKIN' BRIGHT!!!!! talk shit, blah blah blah...kristen definitely does not give 2 shits. ya'll motha fuckers aint even worth my shit! thats definite. i just dont get it. save yourself the time & your breath by not even sayin what you say in the first place. dont hit me up to lie, & i know it was cuz there was already too much extra weight. well, im making a hypothesis by sayin that...i could be right, i could not. maybe if i was 20lbs. lighter it woulda be okay? who knows.
aside from the minor frustration that i just let out, ive been straight. seein as i just let that frustration out its not in me anymore...so im good to go. yessssss. had another black bitch look at will & i the other day while was walkin thru the oasis at sawgrass. she ALSO got her friend involved by pointing us out (as if i DONT have eyes) & i proceeded to turn around AFTER we walked by them & i saw them lookin at us, kinda giggling at the fact that we was holdin hands. SOO, i did my duties, i did my fuckin' job. i looked at they fuck bitch asses, & gave the BIGGEST grin i could pull outta my body & then followed that lovely grin wit the DIRTIEST look i could pull outta my soul. i can most definitely tell you that i shocked one of them piles of dirt, cuz they jaw fell at least an inch when she seen my face turn right back & get up in hers wit my looks in return. oh, just cuz youre black you get to stare? NOPE! you dont intimidate me, honestly........you just really disgust me. regardless of the color, if you give looks, youre gettin somethin back & you disgust me. the black things are just MORE disgusting in their OWN way. call me racist if you like, i dont give a fuck. youre opinion doesnt mean that much to actually hurt my feelings or make me mad......& the people that have words that mean something to me...wont judge me like that, or even think of me like that.
im awesome. i love my mind.
all for now...imma get some cereal & then pass the fuck out. oh yeah...& a shower.