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I do miss Leslie sometimes. I loved her very much and there still isn't anything in this world that I wouldn't do for her. I've thought about what would of happened if I had tried harder to keep a hold of Leslie. I have thought long and hard, but your right, God has a funny way of changing things. For the readers that don't know, I was hooked on

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You know what I think? I think that you have know idea about how I felt. About what I wanted. After things were said and done between you and I... I did what I always did. Everyone! Anything. No regrets, no standards. I didn't care. You were the one that I would of laid down and gave my life for. No matter what, when or where. Do you remember the time we were at Kevin's and your body just went limp? Do you remember everything I did for you that night? And how terrified I was? I remember. I remember the nights that we walked for hours all over oxford. All of the long drives at night. All of the drama that it took to get you to you to trust me... then lose that and gain it back. I remember everything like it was yesterday. I remember the sex. I remember your book you made me. Every time I see one of those damn pictures of those little boys and girls. You know... the ones you love to death, it drives me absolutely crazy. I miss everything as do you. I love my wife. I love my life. I love being away from all of that bullshit. But don't think that I just up and forgot about you and what we had, what we were supposed be. I remember all of it. As for the day you came down with your friend. There was only one reason why I didn't take you and sweep you off of your feet and kiss you like I always had. Erin. She was there. You don't realize that I feel everything that you feel. Even to this day as I see it. You think like me, you act like me. We were at one point in time, the same person. You could look at me and tell me what I was thinking. You need to email me sometime and talk to me. I'll give you my number and you are more than welcome to call anytime. Erin actually liked you when you met her. You can ask anyone that knows Erin. She don't like any female that has been in my life. Even some of her friends that we both grew up with. I miss you too. And there is still nothing in this world that I wouldn't do for you. Well anything that is reasonable anyways:) Adios