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[xplayer]

I do miss Leslie sometimes. I loved her very much and there still isn't anything in this world that I wouldn't do for her. I've thought about what would of happened if I had tried harder to keep a hold of Leslie. I have thought long and hard, but your right, God has a funny way of changing things. For the readers that don't know, I was hooked on

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[deathbyembrace7]

Hey Richie, it's Aubrey. I'm really happy for you. It sounds like you are living your dream(s). I knew that you were going to do something great with your life... :) We all get caught up in other 'things', so to speak, but I knew that you would overcome them. I am proud of you.

God does work in mysterious ways, I agree. It's like a way to teach us and help us to follow our hearts instead of other false motives. Everything happens for a reason, whatever the reason may be. Maybe you were meant to learn from Leslie and take the friendship that you had/have and grow from it. Regardless, you will always have that memory to cherish.

I wish the best of luck to you and I hope that you are safe. Take care!

What's going on Aubrey?

[xplayer]

How have you been? Jeez... It's been a while. I really appreciate the nice things you said and all the nice things you did and said in school as well. I never understood why so many people believed in me. I still don't sometimes but I want you to know that I do appreciate it. It meant alot and it still does.

Anyways past the mushy stuff! What's been up with ya? Where ya at? What are you doing now? School? What's new?

[deathbyembrace7]

Well... I am currently going to the University of Akron studying Mechanical Polymer Engineering. I like it here for the most part. The people here are kind of stuck up, but I guess it's like that everywhere you go. That is pretty much it, really, besides dealing with relationship issues. They never stop, I swear. lol How are you doing?

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[anonymous]

God introduces people for a very good reason. There is a reason why two people meet. Sometimes it is not so obviouse in the beginning but in the end it starts to become clear. I fell in love with you and that was very real. I had my heart set on starting a life with you. Being in your arms for the rest of my life. You helped me with all of my fears. The fears of my father, the fears of myself, moving past so many hard times and just trying to remain sane. That last year was hell when we were not together. I cried so many nights. I was alone. Now i know that the time that we had together was important. I wouldnt know the things i know now if it werent for you. Truth is i do miss you. Horribly. But why would something that happened still be bothering me for so long now? That last time i saw you all i wanted was for you to kiss me. Just one last time. I had a boyfriend. A steady one for 2 years, almost 3 now. So why is it, even now that when i talk to you i miss you so, why is it that on those rainy days i cant help but think of you. Now

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[xplayer]

You know what I think? I think that you have know idea about how I felt. About what I wanted. After things were said and done between you and I... I did what I always did. Everyone! Anything. No regrets, no standards. I didn't care. You were the one that I would of laid down and gave my life for. No matter what, when or where. Do you remember the time we were at Kevin's and your body just went limp? Do you remember everything I did for you that night? And how terrified I was? I remember. I remember the nights that we walked for hours all over oxford. All of the long drives at night. All of the drama that it took to get you to you to trust me... then lose that and gain it back. I remember everything like it was yesterday. I remember the sex. I remember your book you made me. Every time I see one of those damn pictures of those little boys and girls. You know... the ones you love to death, it drives me absolutely crazy. I miss everything as do you. I love my wife. I love my life. I love being away from all of that bullshit. But don't