Well, I guess my mom found a house. That's good. I'm excited. But at first I felt really sick and I couldn't talk because of the horrible knot in my throat. I'm not sad to be leaving I'm scared. I'm scared of what my dad may do. I don't know what he is going to end up doing but I know that he's going to be very very upset and say that my mom is ( Read more... )

 everything got smashed yesterday. i was supposed to go bowling with aubrey, tret, sean, patrick, rose, and my mom. turns out that the didn't fucking have open bowling because of the stupid tournaments. it probably isn't such a big deal to you but it is to me. all those people i listed are all the people i need around me 24/7 but i can't have them ( Read more... )

i went to the play last night with my sister and sean ( Read more... )

i got treated today ( Read more... )

 i wish everyday could be like today ( Read more... )

yeah yesterday was a happy day for me!

i got to see paige!
she's in a group home, now.
we took her to buy clothes for court because she wanted to look nice.

i was happy to see her and gave her a hug and a kiss.
we basically just wandered off and talked about stuff.
she talked about her mom and cried.
and i talked about how i'm suffocating and need some ( Read more... )

okay so last weekend was the last day of bowling. i had so much fun. i hung out with sean and aubrey. (i love aubrey more) afterwards sean and i played outside for a few hours. and it turns out that my mom used to work with his aunts at pizza hut and his mom knew my mom. they were all excited to see each other and hugged. so now sean's mom has ( Read more... )

downloading is addicting ( Read more... )

battle of the bands owned ( Read more... )

today turned out to be the best day in the whole entire world.

i thought it was totally was going to suck. MAJOR balls!
but it didn't.
we pulled up to the bowling alley and there is sean sitting outside. asleep. 
i was planning on throwing rocks at him but he woke up because i said the word 'vagina' to loud.
LOL.
so yeah, i was so happy and my day was ( Read more... )