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Guys suck so bad......
i love how a guy can say he cant stand someone and then after u break up he comments on all of her pictures about how hott she looks im tired of being the cute one or the ok one i want to cry myself beautiful im seriously on a break from guys now not saying im dating chicks or anything i dont trust guys PERIOD i dont think i ever will be able too and the guy im in love with has a g/f : ( which kind of holds things off and he doesnt know i love him and how amazing i think he is and this just all sucks so bad.... Tabitha is a Christain now which makes me feel better her and Amber and I hung out for the past 2 days the first day they picked me up @ 11 30 at night from work we got home to Tabithas grandmothers beautiful house and got in the hott tub w/ her mom until 4 in the morning and the pool and in the morning her g-mas fiance asked us if we drank his Gray Goose and we said no because we didnt and i felt really awkward around him after that.... im a christian but sometimes i think theres way too many guidelines im just gonna be myself and believe and love God and Jesus i just need to not worry what other ppl think or say anymore unless thier important to me ive got to much going on to be dealing w/ ppl telling me crap i dont want to hear i want to be happy and i will be, but its up to me to make the choice im not a toy i cant be controlled i can be disciplined but not controlled ...not by others well this has been a pretty emotional day Amdancatha<33 our shirts RULE!!! radtacular hahahah thats such a weird word Tab-b
goodnight <33
well morning i guess now