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i like things better whenever i couldnt understand them... @ least i was always happy or just upset over something stupid and when i was little i didnt understand death and now that i know what it is and relize all of my loses... things are starting to get hard i need my family i need biological family i need my dad the real one i wish my mom was here... i wish my mom had been saved i love her omg this is driving me crazy :(