Sep 06, 2005 14:27
Going home for my grandfathers death was quite odd. I hadn't seen most of my family since memorial day weekend, and was thrilled to see them, but not under these circumstances. It still hasn't hit 100% what it means that my grandpa's gone, he was the first person I was ever close to that died and I think my brain just isn't wrapping itself around it. Most of family seemed sad but hanging in there, but I worry for my brother, he doesn't bounce back the way the rest of us do. His wife, Adrienne, was great, she was really good with my grandma and was happy to talk to her about stuff the rest of the family was like ew about (like Hymns). I got to see Laura and Anya, both of which were way thinner, I could have eaten Anya right up and somehow managed to keep from groping her ass.
My jobs been a tad sucky, they keep changing my job around and I want to ask for a raise but every week something come up that I feel like it's not really appropriate to ask. If you have any suggestions I would love to hear them.
That's about it, still kinda depressed and gonna be that way for a little while. Thank you all for your condolences, it was wonderful to hear from you.