just dig at you
Friday was Lindsay and mine's 4 month anniversary so I am now in the longest relationship I have ever been in. I am very impressed with myself. We seem to be fighting constantly though. I am so stressed out with work and money and just everything. I need a massage really bad. I don't know how to say to her all the things that bug me most of them time. It is not big things but the small ones build up till I am ready to explode. I love her a lot but sometimes I could strangle her. I applied for a job at Fairmont State for campus security- it pays 2 more dollars an hour and will be a hell of lot less stressful and much better hours. One of my classes this semester in an intership and I have to complete 125 hours by the end of the semester, I will reach it in about a month. I will have worked 48 hours this week (from wednesday to sunday). I am so tired all the time but I have started writing another story and I think it may be something good if I don't abandon it like the last one. Sometimes I wonder if I didn't inhereit the writing gene like Tyler has. The kitten is cute and has come out of his shell. He bit my nipple this morning and it hurt like a son of a bitch. I think I may be finding some balance in my life. Sometimes when I am holding her I just want the world to stop so we can just spend forever in bed just talking and being us.I fall into fitful sleeps and I dream of your face.
Love Always...
Love Always...