She spent her whole life trying to forget....
Maybe it is time for an ol update. But I guess not much is going on just same ol shit. Same old life of going to class, watching movies, sleeping and eating..and maybe some drama in between. The new obsession song is wiskey lullaby at the moment, the music video is so sad... Things are going ALRIGHT for the moment with Ric and I. There is a fight every second day but we try to hold on for the 16 days that are left until I come home. There are things driving me crazy! about that situation right now. I became friends with an old friend that I thought I hated and i thought hated me...but now i realize why we can never be friends. She would rather make sure she can talk to ric then make sure our friendship stays okay. pisses me off...she doesnt care about ric at all..she just wants to make sure she can talk to him. Well, I guess im back to pretending that I am her friend. Anyways. So its Shaylene and my birthday dinner tonight. about 17-20 poeple are coming, which should be a bunch of fun! We are kinda getting semi-dressed up which i love doing. And the makeup and all that jazz...and then we will finaly have a picture of the 6 of us girls..classes end monday and then exams. kinda scary but i guess i will do okay. My mom sent me an advent calender and little stockings full of soap and nail polish and lip gloss...so awesome. I kind of want to perm my hair..maybe ..anyways buhbyes