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screaming out and no one can hear me, being forced to pretend to be perfect.
when is it my turn?
when do i get to cry?
when do i get to lash out?
i don't, so ill put on a smile and be a good big sister
im the problem child, the most expensive. getting injured constantly. the rudest. the one who watches the kids day in day out. im taken for granted and im rude and ungreatfull.