Oct 12, 2005 13:35
Wow, haven't writeen in here 4ever. So lets see wwhat has happened in my life lately? Well a big thing is i am now engaged...yup. Derrick purposed. I'm extremly happy about it. One of my favorite things that derrick and i do is watching the star, so when everyone wanted to go to a anted maze derrick adn i ended up watching the stars insead. When everyone left we went out into a feild, we were in the middle of no where and it was all farm land. So he gave me a piggy back ride into this giant fied. It was sweet then we got there and it was an corn feild that had jsut been cut up and so we couldnt even sit down because it hurt too much to sit down...hehe. Then he kinda cleared a way for me and we layed adn watched the stars. The we were getting ready to go back, and he was kindof stalling and seemed super nervous. then finally he got onto one knee and said some sweet stuff and asked me to marry him. So i am now engaged. I'm kinda getting tired of the people who are jsudging us. The fact is right now derrick and i are madly in love and want to spend the rest of our lives together. Just be happy for us, im really gettin sick of peoples shit. then ive been kinda stressed about school lately. So things havent been so wonderful recently. But things with derrick and i are perfect. Homecoming was anzing. I dont think it could have been more perfect. Derrick and i danced the whole night then after i went to his hosue for aroudn a half an hour a slept in his arms. Is was romantic and perfect. Lately since the purposal ive kinda been learning who my real friedns are. I mean who the people are who are always behind me, and the people who dont jsdge me,a dn the people i can really talk to. its nice to figure these things out. And by the way so everyone knows derrick and i are not planing on getting married until during or after college. I knwo people are going to talk, but all that shows me is that those people who judge us have obveously never been this much in love. And one of the funny ones ive been hearing"they're too young how do they know what love is?" It's not liek you turn 20 an dall the sudden you know what love is. The fact is that right now we want to spend the rest of our lives together if its not ment to be then it wont, but this is what we want. Sorry to those who are happy for me and have to listne to this sutpid message. Im in love and i cant wait for the day to come...~Love always, theresa