back from hell
I have not written in this since September. I never thought I would stop writing.. I may get back into it. I may not.
My heart took another hurting but I learned a lot from the experience. Letting go of things is hard but I'm getting better at it. I'm getting through the days the best I can. I feel okay now and I am very proud of myself for having a different outlook on it. Things can only get better from here. I don't think there is a worse side to this. On the bright side of things, I absolutely believe that these things happened for a reason. I won't fight fate this time. For now, I need time to myself... no boys. Just me, learning to be okay with myself. I think I'll know when Im ready to be with someone again when the time comes. It will take time.
On a happy note, I graduate in May. I can't wait for Bamboozle. I get to see Jose in a little over a week, and that always puts a smile on my face.
Oh, and I finally ventured to Chicago for the first time of my life. It was something I wanted to do for years and years and years... and years. It was everything I expected. I will live in that city. You can been your fucking ass I will.
My heart took another hurting but I learned a lot from the experience. Letting go of things is hard but I'm getting better at it. I'm getting through the days the best I can. I feel okay now and I am very proud of myself for having a different outlook on it. Things can only get better from here. I don't think there is a worse side to this. On the bright side of things, I absolutely believe that these things happened for a reason. I won't fight fate this time. For now, I need time to myself... no boys. Just me, learning to be okay with myself. I think I'll know when Im ready to be with someone again when the time comes. It will take time.
On a happy note, I graduate in May. I can't wait for Bamboozle. I get to see Jose in a little over a week, and that always puts a smile on my face.
Oh, and I finally ventured to Chicago for the first time of my life. It was something I wanted to do for years and years and years... and years. It was everything I expected. I will live in that city. You can been your fucking ass I will.