Sep 03, 2007 00:30
things have changed just like i expected.
on the down side..i don't get to see friends much. my feet constantly ache. not enough sleep.
on the bright side..i see a lot of my friends at school. i feel accomplished. i have money.
this whole not drinking thing has been odd. in a way i like it. it's weird how something happening to you can seem like the worst thing but end up bringing the best out of you. i've reevaluated life and i'm seeing there is a lot more to it than parties every weekend and hangovers every morning. i appreciate everything more. it makes me want to work harder than ever and do things i've always wanted to do.
tonight i hung out with april and heather. heather had a game night and it was lovely hanging out with them again. i feel so out of touch with the people who used to mean the world to me. and somewhere inside of me i know i still love all of these people so much. i feel like i just got lost somewhere in all of the crazy partying and nonsense i did for two years. i want to because close with the people i have somewhat lost over time.
i think things are looking up and i'm really excited to see where things go from here.
xxoo,
stacey