You are my lobster
I hate surgery :[
I thought it would be like 'hey cool! i get to sit in my room for a week and 1/2 and eat nothing but popsicles. well it's not really that fun.
The doctor even said that I wouldn't be in this much pain.
I've never felt so shitty in my life.
and I feel like everyones out and about having a fantabulous time and [certian] people never really thought about me. don't get me wrong. a few came to visit. and my brothers and their gf's got me flowers and balloons. but idk. maybe its just my messed up head thinking this.
I also wish I could actually eat something without being in so much pain that I practically baul my eyes out every time I swallow.
sorry. now im just complaining again.
it's just really frustrating.
I hate surgery. it's so boring/lonely/painfull
♥
I thought it would be like 'hey cool! i get to sit in my room for a week and 1/2 and eat nothing but popsicles. well it's not really that fun.
The doctor even said that I wouldn't be in this much pain.
I've never felt so shitty in my life.
and I feel like everyones out and about having a fantabulous time and [certian] people never really thought about me. don't get me wrong. a few came to visit. and my brothers and their gf's got me flowers and balloons. but idk. maybe its just my messed up head thinking this.
I also wish I could actually eat something without being in so much pain that I practically baul my eyes out every time I swallow.
sorry. now im just complaining again.
it's just really frustrating.
I hate surgery. it's so boring/lonely/painfull
♥