Dear world,
I know you prolly think I'm crazy. And you know what? you're prolly right. the things you cannot see in people on the outside are kinda scary. Trust me, i've been there. i've made the stupid mistakes, I have totaly thought the wrong way, and I was entirely ignorant to those around me. I don't know why things come to me like they are, I don't know why I see things such a different way. so please don't ask why. I am who I am. I was made this way for a reason, I guess? They say things happen for a reason. I'm still looking for that reason. and its so easy to say 'why me? what did i do?' but It's not worth it. don't concentrate on the past, don't always look for reasons. think about the next thing, think about your future, think about those around you who care so much. I guess I can use the whole "life's to short" deal that everyone seems to drag on about. and you know what? they are totaly right. Take it from me, don't take things for granted becuase you never know when those things can be taken away. High school is a crazy time. People change. things change. and you, yourself change a whole lot. High school is a time for growing up and maturing for the 'real world'. What you do in these 4 years can change your life significantly. So go out to that football game. stay out late with friends. Get good grades. so you can be yourself and who you truely are and be able to say that you gave it your all and you didn't give up no matter what was going on. Think about those around you, and think about what place you are in. Think about those who would do anything for you. and realize that you don't have to be "happy" in a sense that everything is great, because nobody is perfect, nobody has everything under control. But realize the great things you have in your life. You have people there for you. You are not alone. God didnt give us amazing friends and family for no reason. Use what you have, and make a difference.
sincerely, a friend.
sincerely, a friend.