Apr 13, 2006 07:47
♥Canaan♥,
Hey babe, what's up?!*Nothn much here it's 3:49 in tha morning &* I can't sleep at all &* I told you that I would go to bed &* dream of you but I can't dream of you if I'm not asleep so I thought that I'd just think bout you instead..So I thought that I'd write you this note on my livejournal.If you'll ever see it or not I'm not sure but at least I'm thinkin of you..I mean Canaan*, I kno that we haven't been datin long but I care for you very much &* I would do n/e thing for you..I'm happii we got togetha &* I'm srry it took so long for me but I didn't wanna start datin you if all of me wasn't there &* I couldn't fully be all with you but, I'm all here &* I'm so happii that it's happend..I mean when I'm with you everything goes into place cuz to tell you tha truth I've neva felt this way before.When it come's to being around you my hand's start to sweat &* that's neva happend to me b4..When I think of you my heart start's to be joyed..When I think of you I just get warm inside..I wanna be with you for a very long time..Canaan, there wasn't ever a time I didn't think bout you when you 1st told me you liked me I didn't kno what to do cuz I thought that it was as perfect as it was gonna get &* I didn't want n/e thing to happen to my happiness but I wasn't happii &* after I tlkd to you a few time's I found that out..I love how this started out cuz I mean yah- I had a boy friend but I went to bed thinkin of you &* thinking of what I should of dun..I'm alway's here for you no matta what or who &* I would neva leave you for n/e thing..It mean's a lot to me that you waited on me to be hole b4 we jumped rite into this..I kno I've said I've neva felt this away with other guy's but god, what I was feeling then isn't n/e thing to now I haven't ever in my life felt like this cuz this is tha best feeling I've ever had..What I feel for you is so out of this world..When Cameron* &* I broke up I didn't think that I would trust n/e bodi ever again &* then I got online &* you was there &* I mean I did't kno why but I just started tlkn to you &* from that I got this &* I'm happii god aloud me to tlk to you that nite..This relationship mean's so much to me &* I dn't kno what I would of dun if it wouldn't have happend..I really dn't wanna lose you cuz I dn't kno if I could handle that so well..When I think of you I go nuts cuz I dn't kno if you feel tha same way bout me..I would go out of this world to make you happii &* I hope that you kno that also..When I think about it I wonder why you picked me out of all gurls in this world cuz I mean I kno there's better one's out there &* prettier one's out there but you picked me instead I can't answer this question but I'm thankful that I've got this question to be asked..I went trou. alot in my life &* I neva thought that I would find somebodi like you to be there for me &* to be with me as one..I dn't wanna be hurt again &* I'm puttin my heart out there for you &* I really to believe you would neva hurt me..Dn't leave it up to me to say goodbye cuz I neva wanna say goodbye..I love being in this relationship with you &* I hope that it really last forever..I mean we haven't been datin long at all but I kno one thing for a fact I Love You &* I'll neva stop..I love spending time with you &* I'm glad we get to hang!*I'll neva give up on us &* I really do believe that you'll neva give up on us either..I kno that I've had it bad in relationship &* I'm not sure if you have but I won't make this a bad relationship with you or for you..I'm lettin go of my past &* starting all over with you babii, &* I hope that this time it's all gonna be betta..I dn't wanna be like some ppl if thay break up thay act like they have never loved at all &* they dn't kno eachother cuz I dn't care who know's that I Love You cuz I do &* I alway's will..I dn't want that magic or passion to ever leave our relationship..I relized I would neva do n/e thing to hurt you I kno I couldn't do that to you..I dn't kno what to do without you &* I hope &* pray I dn't have to find out..I'll give to you all of my love &* I'll make you my everything, my every reason, my every thought, "everything" cuz I Love You!*I wanna thank you for tha bottom of my heart for always being here for me..We belong together &* I'll forever remember that..I'll give this relationship everything I have to keep it goin..But I guess I'm goin go cuz it's 5:12 in tha morning &* I guess I needa try to go to bed &* sleep where I can try to dream bout you babe.C'ya Latr
`*-|.I Love You Babi.|-*`
To you babi,
A thousand miles seems pretty far.
But, they've got planes &* trains &* cars-I'd walk to you if I had no other way...
Love isn't a word, it's a feeling; an emotion, a struggle. It's the feeling of butterfiles, not just in the frist kiss, but in the last.The feeling of comfort after tears.The feeling of love.It's an emotion, the emotion of tears, of laughter, and of us.It's the emotion of knowing that someone is always there for you.The emotion of love.Love is a struggle; a war trying to rip us apart, but is bringing us closer.It's a battle of wits, of courage, of faith.
Edit-2:14am-4.14.06
Thinking of you mean's everything to me..I dn't kno what I have been feeling for tha past few week's but it's awesome &* I love feeling like this &* I hope it gose on for a long time..I'm alway's here for you no matta what or who thick &* thin, right or wrong "everything"..I'm alway's here for you..When I open my eye's in tha morning's I think of you frist &* when I go to bed a night I think of you last.It's awesome thinking of you &* i hope that you kno what..Let's put all we can into this &* let's work at it..I dn't want n/e thing in this world to happen to us!*
I Love You Babe..